Friday, November 4, 2011
I had a dream: can you explain?
Last night, Sunday night, my boyfriend and I went to church. We heard about generational curses, about young people dreaming and seeing visions, about casting away what is old and bring in the New. When we left, I began to really ponder everything that was said. The girl who was speaking to us, who came from another church, also mentioned the "dry bones speaking" again. I really wondered about this. I don't consider myself a Christian, but i visit a Christian church from time to time: mostly I think it is interesting. They speak in tongues, scream, wave their hands, moan and sometimes completely spas out uncontrollably. It doesn't freak me out: i watch and listen intently. My boyfriend took me home, I stayed up til two at least watching a program on Hulu called Bones (episode: Salt in the Wounds, if I'm not mistaken) Moving on, I fell asleep abruptly after the show was over. I had a dream but i do not remember it in a complete manner. I recall a RABBIT being in it. In the morning, my boyfriend had come over to help my brother on the 240 project car he has, and woke me up. My brother told me that last night, he had heard banging around and squeaks in the carpet of my room, in my room. When he went to check on me, probably making sure i was OK, to see if i was SW (Sleep-walking) he said i was curled up on a ball around my pillow with no coverage except my night shirt I sleep in. I told my mom and my boyfriend the little snipits of my dream that I recalled, and they didn't know exactly what to tell me. I'm simply looking for an explanation... I also woke up with two deep bruises on my knee that hadn't been there when I fell asleep. And when I went outside to smoke this morning, there was puke on the chair I was going to sit in. My BF explained that the cats did it and proceeded to clean it off for me. I moved the two lawn chairs to the area where the guys were working on my brothers car. My BF then told me that the cats must have killed a rabbit, and showed me the dead baby rabbit. I looked up, and was slightly alarmed that the dead rabbit covered in feasting flies, was directly under my window. I thought it was only proper that the baby was buried so I grabbed a shovel, scooped it's remains up, including the ripped out guts from the throat area, and dug a hole where we usually buried dead animals that showed up. While I was digging I heard a small voice, like child's calling, "Pino" I'm not sure if that is the correct spelling but this is what it sounded like pronounced by the voice (Pee-no) The voice had an eerie sound to it. Sometimes I would hear it close by, as if it were calling a beloved animal to itself, or other times the voice seemed miles away, but I could still hear it somehow. It was very quiet tone. I replaced the shovel and began to swing on my tire swing in the backyard. I still heard the voice about every few seconds. Calling... So I began to reply with this, "I'm sorry about the rabbit, if it was yours, whoever you are, wherever you are, whatever you are. If the rabbit is "Pino" let "Pino" rest in peace." I wasn't freaked out, but I was curious still. My BF walked over to where i was, let me have a drag on his cigarette and asked me if i was alright. he had heard me whispering to apparently no one. I reured him I was OK, and he left soon after a kiss. I walked inside to check my email, and decided to write all this out. I found 4/19/09 scratched in rudely on my calendar with a red pen. I do not recall writing this on there. Also, when i went to paste onto my doents, an article about the symbolism of a rabbit, I found that a doent had been recently made of the date 4/19/09 shaped into a rabbit (i presume). It looked like a rabbit to me. If I could, I would put the diagram of it on here to let my answerers see what I mean. But if you come up with a good answer, or you feel somfortable helping me further, I will give you my email, and yours you will give to me, and I will attach the doent to the email. PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND. If you have more questions, please ask. Questions that will lead to answers I hope. Thank you!!
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